Sunday, October 29, 2000

i'll delete this later
so he sent me an e-mail and it was beautiful. last night i was so afraid of him because he was getting so close to me. he's like a part of me now - inseperable. thats something i've never experienced. i suppose he's like having a child who is also a lover only not in an incestual way... if that makes any sense at all...
this post is my first. so don't judge too harshly.

my eyes burn - i'm tired. i'm hungry but i won't eat. somehow i've gotten used to having three dinners every night. i guess i'm just that bored.

anyhow, at the moment theres too much to say. so i conclude.